New from me

Well.. have been very long time i do not update this blog... almost forgot that I have one. First update is.. I have a son (yeeeyyy :D ) after long time battled with labor pain.. finally my little prince charming Ryan came to this world. Second update is ... finally we moved out from "that home" .. to our own little rent home. Third is .. we bought a car.. Alhamdulillah... and the sad thing is my Father in law passed away :( .. so many things has changed to our life.. we are not two anymore.. we have little one that took almost all of our time.. I guest its happen to every family with a new baby.


What i am doing now on? nothing.. just spent the time with my baby, cooking, cleaning, and trying to take rest as much as i can. Sometimes (well.. i would say.. almost everytime) i feels like its really hard to do all those things. Especially i didnt get any help from anyone (I mean family or friend). But thanks to Allah.. living in this country.. you can get help from nurse, midwife, GP, etc. Eventhough their help wont that much as you can expect .. but at least there is someone there.. who doesnt know you.. willing to hear what is happening with you.

Then.. so far I can say.. I'm survive now.. well I'll keep trying.. because motherhood is surviving anyway. Cheers for everybody and mu self.. will try to update next time ^^